That baker sure knows how to roll a fat one. Ha ha!
I've been watching a lot of Naruto Shippuden and Heroes lately. Two very good shows, if you're a fan of that ind of stuff. Whatever, it all keeps me occupied.
Stuff at work's been pissing me off. I haven't been able to get the days I want off. I'm gonna try and mend that tomorrow. I need Sunday off because of Sausage-Fest! Gah! I' gonna cry if I don't get it.
Later this week, I'm gonna get the parts to fix my car before May rolls around.
Damn, time is going by fast.
Monday, April 20, 2009
Thursday, April 9, 2009
You're a Monkey filled with Rocks
You most certainly are.
Any way, geez. This week is just crazy in terms of scheduling at work. I'm not gonna like Friday whatsoever, even if it's only for four hours. If they try to get me to stay longer, I'll say fuck'em! Yeah! Besides, it's all good right?
I've been slacking hard lately. I'm sure I've already stated this in the last post but damn, I really am slacking! I meant to wake up at 8 this morning, but like always, failed to do so. That really needs to stop. Also, since May is next month, this means that I must take care of my car problems pronto. I need to find out how to change the spark plugs and fuel injector? I have no clue. I'll ask Dad when I see him on Sunday.
Hurray for Easter eggs!
I started writing some backstory and started planning some plot to my new "project". Right now, it's called "Bird Song" and in fuses science-fiction, fantasy, action & adventure, drama, and romance all in one! Doesn't that sound exhilarating? I sure hope it does. Also, speaking of exhilarating, this paintball massacre dealy-o is next weekend. I still need to ask for it off. And Capoiera. Sweet, sweet capoiera. I'm excited to start, if I can, that is.
Spending Satuday with Kate and whoever else'll be there. Awesome.
Any way, geez. This week is just crazy in terms of scheduling at work. I'm not gonna like Friday whatsoever, even if it's only for four hours. If they try to get me to stay longer, I'll say fuck'em! Yeah! Besides, it's all good right?
I've been slacking hard lately. I'm sure I've already stated this in the last post but damn, I really am slacking! I meant to wake up at 8 this morning, but like always, failed to do so. That really needs to stop. Also, since May is next month, this means that I must take care of my car problems pronto. I need to find out how to change the spark plugs and fuel injector? I have no clue. I'll ask Dad when I see him on Sunday.
Hurray for Easter eggs!
I started writing some backstory and started planning some plot to my new "project". Right now, it's called "Bird Song" and in fuses science-fiction, fantasy, action & adventure, drama, and romance all in one! Doesn't that sound exhilarating? I sure hope it does. Also, speaking of exhilarating, this paintball massacre dealy-o is next weekend. I still need to ask for it off. And Capoiera. Sweet, sweet capoiera. I'm excited to start, if I can, that is.
Spending Satuday with Kate and whoever else'll be there. Awesome.
Thursday, April 2, 2009
Ode to the Slacker
Just kidding. Slacking off is the devil!
Bought a weight. Now I can work on my arms too!
Well, it's almost been a year since I've moved up from Virginia. Ain't that cool? It sure is. Feels weird though.
Hm, I already know what I should be doing, but the question is, will I do it? I damn well should! It's like therapy! That and I haven't been doing a lot of it. No motivation. Then again, when has that ever stopped me? Let's go find some then! Right!
Now I'm just ranting.
Bought a weight. Now I can work on my arms too!
Well, it's almost been a year since I've moved up from Virginia. Ain't that cool? It sure is. Feels weird though.
Hm, I already know what I should be doing, but the question is, will I do it? I damn well should! It's like therapy! That and I haven't been doing a lot of it. No motivation. Then again, when has that ever stopped me? Let's go find some then! Right!
Now I'm just ranting.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Show Me The Way
I need some assistance please.
Maybe I need to lighten up more. Hell, I keep complaining about this, and I know I should've when I had the chance. But I blew it. I kind of regret it now, but I'm sure they'll be more opportunities in the future. It's sad that I'm partially do this so that I can feel that we're even.
This brings me to the supposed road trip we're taking to Washington D.C., if that's actually going to happen. I personally want to, because it could be a lot of fun. I just don't want to feel disappointed when I found out that we can't, for whatever reason. I don't think I could deal with that amount of disappointment all at once. Too much to handle, you know?
I kind of want to see Tonette too, but knowing her, I probably won't see her in D.C. at all unless we stop by Corcoran. Also, the prospective of Kate and Haley meeting my parents in Virginia is weird in itself. Just the thought of Kate being in Virginia would seriously fuck up my psyche, and I'll tell you why. When I think of my time in Virginia, I'm reminded (at first) how sad and depressed I was because I moved away fro Kate and all my friends in Connecticut. It was the epitome of sadness, and later Norfolk became the home I reluctantly embraced, and became the start of a new beginning. Basically, I thought I would never see Kate or anyone from Connecticut again. Which was why when Andy and Matt Slack came down to visit that one summer, it totally blew my mind! Seeing anyone from Connecticut in Virginia totally blew my mind! It was like different memories years apart were fuzing together right in front of me! Same thing happened when Siggy came down with Nancy for my graduation. Totally weird. And now there's the possibility of Kate in Virginia. I think my eyes are going to bleed.
I think Her and Haley spent the night at a Hotel on Friday night. They went to some party involving bowling with Xanth and his buddies. Did they all sleep in the Hotel? Why a Hotel? what was the party for? You know, it's none of my business. As long as there weren't any orgies going on, I couldn't care less, and I shouldn't! Besides, would Kate's parents be okay with that? Hell, I need to stop. You see what I' talking about when I say I'm a bit paranoid? Christ, it seems like it gets worse everyday.
Wow, that was a long paragraph. Any way, I should get in touch with Dale and Pat. I really want to chill with those guys again. Perhaps I'll hit them up on the Face later so we can hang. I totally miss the old days. Speaking of old days, I wonder what John-John and Lindsey are up to? Lindsey is going to be graduating this year, and it's been a couple of years since I've last seen the two, especially John. Those darn Asian kids; we're growing up way too fast.
Well, I've been slacking a lot on Desire. How do I expect to get sweet abs in time for the greatest season of all?
Hells yeah bitches! I really hope summer is going to be kick ass this year. I reeeeaaaaaalllly hope so.
Maybe I need to lighten up more. Hell, I keep complaining about this, and I know I should've when I had the chance. But I blew it. I kind of regret it now, but I'm sure they'll be more opportunities in the future. It's sad that I'm partially do this so that I can feel that we're even.
This brings me to the supposed road trip we're taking to Washington D.C., if that's actually going to happen. I personally want to, because it could be a lot of fun. I just don't want to feel disappointed when I found out that we can't, for whatever reason. I don't think I could deal with that amount of disappointment all at once. Too much to handle, you know?
I kind of want to see Tonette too, but knowing her, I probably won't see her in D.C. at all unless we stop by Corcoran. Also, the prospective of Kate and Haley meeting my parents in Virginia is weird in itself. Just the thought of Kate being in Virginia would seriously fuck up my psyche, and I'll tell you why. When I think of my time in Virginia, I'm reminded (at first) how sad and depressed I was because I moved away fro Kate and all my friends in Connecticut. It was the epitome of sadness, and later Norfolk became the home I reluctantly embraced, and became the start of a new beginning. Basically, I thought I would never see Kate or anyone from Connecticut again. Which was why when Andy and Matt Slack came down to visit that one summer, it totally blew my mind! Seeing anyone from Connecticut in Virginia totally blew my mind! It was like different memories years apart were fuzing together right in front of me! Same thing happened when Siggy came down with Nancy for my graduation. Totally weird. And now there's the possibility of Kate in Virginia. I think my eyes are going to bleed.
I think Her and Haley spent the night at a Hotel on Friday night. They went to some party involving bowling with Xanth and his buddies. Did they all sleep in the Hotel? Why a Hotel? what was the party for? You know, it's none of my business. As long as there weren't any orgies going on, I couldn't care less, and I shouldn't! Besides, would Kate's parents be okay with that? Hell, I need to stop. You see what I' talking about when I say I'm a bit paranoid? Christ, it seems like it gets worse everyday.
Wow, that was a long paragraph. Any way, I should get in touch with Dale and Pat. I really want to chill with those guys again. Perhaps I'll hit them up on the Face later so we can hang. I totally miss the old days. Speaking of old days, I wonder what John-John and Lindsey are up to? Lindsey is going to be graduating this year, and it's been a couple of years since I've last seen the two, especially John. Those darn Asian kids; we're growing up way too fast.
Well, I've been slacking a lot on Desire. How do I expect to get sweet abs in time for the greatest season of all?
Hells yeah bitches! I really hope summer is going to be kick ass this year. I reeeeaaaaaalllly hope so.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Turquoise Colored Soul Blister
Don't ask me what it means.
Damn. This whole graphic novel thing isn't working out too well. I'm being extremely lazy and not drawing. That will change! I've promised myself. I have all these awesome ideas and I'm letting them waste away in my head! Plus, I don't have Photoshop. I suppose I could just do the pencils and ink them. I need to get some advice from actual comic dudes. I know Kazu Kibuishi uses Photoshop to do his colors for his comic strip "Copper", but maybe I'll ask some other established peeps (perhaps some artists featured in the "Flight" anthology).
I'm actually quite looking forward to attending that Job Fair at MCC with Aunt Anna and Uncle Joe, and perhaps Nancy, if she opts to go. I seriously need a better job.
And wouldn't you know it. My internet is down. So, I'm gonna have to wait and post this some other time.
I'm also pretty bored. Not sure what I should do. I could play more RE5, and I probably will, or maybe I'll start reading that Neil Gaiman book, "Fragile Things", or continue with my "Monsters of the Sea" book by that dude. Richard something.
Hell with it. I'm gonna draw! Or atleast attempt to. Dear God. My skills have declined.
Sadface.
Damn. This whole graphic novel thing isn't working out too well. I'm being extremely lazy and not drawing. That will change! I've promised myself. I have all these awesome ideas and I'm letting them waste away in my head! Plus, I don't have Photoshop. I suppose I could just do the pencils and ink them. I need to get some advice from actual comic dudes. I know Kazu Kibuishi uses Photoshop to do his colors for his comic strip "Copper", but maybe I'll ask some other established peeps (perhaps some artists featured in the "Flight" anthology).
I'm actually quite looking forward to attending that Job Fair at MCC with Aunt Anna and Uncle Joe, and perhaps Nancy, if she opts to go. I seriously need a better job.
And wouldn't you know it. My internet is down. So, I'm gonna have to wait and post this some other time.
I'm also pretty bored. Not sure what I should do. I could play more RE5, and I probably will, or maybe I'll start reading that Neil Gaiman book, "Fragile Things", or continue with my "Monsters of the Sea" book by that dude. Richard something.
Hell with it. I'm gonna draw! Or atleast attempt to. Dear God. My skills have declined.
Sadface.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Dull
Indeed so.
I'm don't feel happy, and I don't think I have felt happy for a long time. Ever since I've gotten to experience "life" for what it is, shit just seems harder to take. But, you know, I have every reason to be happy: I'm within close proximity with a loving family, I know and love the best people on this planet and could not simply live without them, and I'm not bound by strict governing, because I basically live on my own, which in returns results in utter freedom. So what's the big deal?
The big deal is that I'm stuck with a crappy part-time job that doesn't pay nearly enough for me to be able to live completely on my own, so in turn I am financially supported by my father. I am completely dependent on his support, which bothers me. I not saying that I'm not grateful for his help, because I am and I love my father, but it saddens me to no end that I'm not capable of supporting myself independently.
And then there's Kate. I can never get over her and I might as well except it. I'm unrequited, and the pain is just what I have to live with indefinitely. The area where my heart is literally hurts (like my chest is caving in on itself) just when I think about her. I maybe in constant emotional pain, but I believe I have control over it. I've taught myself un-harmful and ethical ways of dealing with the pain, like art, exercising, writing, and gaming. Of course, I've always been avid against self-mutilation and suicidal actions and remain true to that. I would never consider such heinous things, thus are never mused.
I just feel dull. Like my life isn't getting any where. Alas, there are better things to do than just to wallow in my own sorrow. In the next couple of days, I'm going to attempt to pave the road to which will lead me to actual happiness. Lol, sounds kind of lame, I know, but it beats sittin' around doing nothing, right?
Smooth Sailings, bitches!
I'm don't feel happy, and I don't think I have felt happy for a long time. Ever since I've gotten to experience "life" for what it is, shit just seems harder to take. But, you know, I have every reason to be happy: I'm within close proximity with a loving family, I know and love the best people on this planet and could not simply live without them, and I'm not bound by strict governing, because I basically live on my own, which in returns results in utter freedom. So what's the big deal?
The big deal is that I'm stuck with a crappy part-time job that doesn't pay nearly enough for me to be able to live completely on my own, so in turn I am financially supported by my father. I am completely dependent on his support, which bothers me. I not saying that I'm not grateful for his help, because I am and I love my father, but it saddens me to no end that I'm not capable of supporting myself independently.
And then there's Kate. I can never get over her and I might as well except it. I'm unrequited, and the pain is just what I have to live with indefinitely. The area where my heart is literally hurts (like my chest is caving in on itself) just when I think about her. I maybe in constant emotional pain, but I believe I have control over it. I've taught myself un-harmful and ethical ways of dealing with the pain, like art, exercising, writing, and gaming. Of course, I've always been avid against self-mutilation and suicidal actions and remain true to that. I would never consider such heinous things, thus are never mused.
I just feel dull. Like my life isn't getting any where. Alas, there are better things to do than just to wallow in my own sorrow. In the next couple of days, I'm going to attempt to pave the road to which will lead me to actual happiness. Lol, sounds kind of lame, I know, but it beats sittin' around doing nothing, right?
Smooth Sailings, bitches!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Completely Flammable
Who doesn't want things burst into flames?
Nevermind, that sounds a bit dangerous.
Well, let me be blunt. Bob and Kay are done. She broke up with him yesterday, thus making her presence permanently absent from the apartment. She already moved all her stuff and the like away to her parent's house. I honestly can't imagine the feelings Bob must be experiencing. I bet it's much more severe than what I've felt in the past. She's still going to pay her part of the rent because she's one the lease, but when June rolls around, that's it. I hope Bob can find the strength to deal with this.
On the flip side, I bought a black steel ring that's situated on my right index finger. Not sure how, but I think it'll serve me well.
I'm stuck. I'm not sure where I' gonna go with the art I'm making. I want to get serious, as much as an amateur that I am, I think it's the best way to get my mind off a lot of things. I've consistently said that I was going to create content that would eventually be compiled into a graphic novel. I still want to do this, but I have so many different ideas and I'm lost on which one I should follow. I'd like to dedicate my time to all of them, but I'm afraid I only have enough patience for one particular set. And when I make that choice, I have to serious develop a decent plot with an understandable story and realistic and lovable characters. It's kind of pissing me off, deciding what to do with all this creativeness. Whatever, if I actually sit down and work things out, I'll find myself on the right direction.
I wonder what's gonna happen now?
Nevermind, that sounds a bit dangerous.
Well, let me be blunt. Bob and Kay are done. She broke up with him yesterday, thus making her presence permanently absent from the apartment. She already moved all her stuff and the like away to her parent's house. I honestly can't imagine the feelings Bob must be experiencing. I bet it's much more severe than what I've felt in the past. She's still going to pay her part of the rent because she's one the lease, but when June rolls around, that's it. I hope Bob can find the strength to deal with this.
On the flip side, I bought a black steel ring that's situated on my right index finger. Not sure how, but I think it'll serve me well.
I'm stuck. I'm not sure where I' gonna go with the art I'm making. I want to get serious, as much as an amateur that I am, I think it's the best way to get my mind off a lot of things. I've consistently said that I was going to create content that would eventually be compiled into a graphic novel. I still want to do this, but I have so many different ideas and I'm lost on which one I should follow. I'd like to dedicate my time to all of them, but I'm afraid I only have enough patience for one particular set. And when I make that choice, I have to serious develop a decent plot with an understandable story and realistic and lovable characters. It's kind of pissing me off, deciding what to do with all this creativeness. Whatever, if I actually sit down and work things out, I'll find myself on the right direction.
I wonder what's gonna happen now?
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