Show Me The Way

I need some assistance please.

Maybe I need to lighten up more. Hell, I keep complaining about this, and I know I should've when I had the chance. But I blew it. I kind of regret it now, but I'm sure they'll be more opportunities in the future. It's sad that I'm partially do this so that I can feel that we're even.

This brings me to the supposed road trip we're taking to Washington D.C., if that's actually going to happen. I personally want to, because it could be a lot of fun. I just don't want to feel disappointed when I found out that we can't, for whatever reason. I don't think I could deal with that amount of disappointment all at once. Too much to handle, you know?

I kind of want to see Tonette too, but knowing her, I probably won't see her in D.C. at all unless we stop by Corcoran. Also, the prospective of Kate and Haley meeting my parents in Virginia is weird in itself. Just the thought of Kate being in Virginia would seriously fuck up my psyche, and I'll tell you why. When I think of my time in Virginia, I'm reminded (at first) how sad and depressed I was because I moved away fro Kate and all my friends in Connecticut. It was the epitome of sadness, and later Norfolk became the home I reluctantly embraced, and became the start of a new beginning. Basically, I thought I would never see Kate or anyone from Connecticut again. Which was why when Andy and Matt Slack came down to visit that one summer, it totally blew my mind! Seeing anyone from Connecticut in Virginia totally blew my mind! It was like different memories years apart were fuzing together right in front of me! Same thing happened when Siggy came down with Nancy for my graduation. Totally weird. And now there's the possibility of Kate in Virginia. I think my eyes are going to bleed.

I think Her and Haley spent the night at a Hotel on Friday night. They went to some party involving bowling with Xanth and his buddies. Did they all sleep in the Hotel? Why a Hotel? what was the party for? You know, it's none of my business. As long as there weren't any orgies going on, I couldn't care less, and I shouldn't! Besides, would Kate's parents be okay with that? Hell, I need to stop. You see what I' talking about when I say I'm a bit paranoid? Christ, it seems like it gets worse everyday.

Wow, that was a long paragraph. Any way, I should get in touch with Dale and Pat. I really want to chill with those guys again. Perhaps I'll hit them up on the Face later so we can hang. I totally miss the old days. Speaking of old days, I wonder what John-John and Lindsey are up to? Lindsey is going to be graduating this year, and it's been a couple of years since I've last seen the two, especially John. Those darn Asian kids; we're growing up way too fast.

Well, I've been slacking a lot on Desire. How do I expect to get sweet abs in time for the greatest season of all?
Hells yeah bitches! I really hope summer is going to be kick ass this year. I reeeeaaaaaalllly hope so.