Struggling For A Title

We all have our moments.

It's a story of some kind. A work of epic fiction authored by the two. I'm not entirely sure what it's about, but it's none of my business, so I'll keep out of it from now on.

The cats have worms, and Nancy is pissed. This only leads to the ever evident deterioration of my faith and patience with Bob. The guy is acting way too possessive and outstandingly ludicrous. He dramatizes things in a manner which suggests preposterous circumstances surrounding others or myself. He's becoming a loony! Well, not quite. He may just have a stick up his ass. That seems to be the latest fashion these days.

The days of October weaken and November looms it's radiant and attractive head around the calendar's corner. Huzzah! Next week will mark my 19th birthday! And on that day, apparently, I have an interview with Sears to hopefully become an Office Associate. Fantastic. In the meantime, I'll continue my hunt for the elusive employment elsewhere.

Since I've discovered what was really going on, I'll hopefully be countering with my own little work of fiction. However, this won't be just literature, but illustrated literature! That's right, a graphic novel of epic proportions. Fantasy, adventure, romance and all the like! It'll feature characters based on real life people! Oh, how I can feel the excitement right now! All I need to do is to practice my craft with the pencil and or pen.

I want to join this gym, or any gym for that matter, soon. I know I promised myself that I would, and that's a promise I intend to keep.

Trees continue burn the colors of Autumn and will quickly brace their soon naked forms against the chilling breeze of winter.

Rumble In The Unemployment

At least Jackie Chan is still making money.

Let me start by saying that my work tenure at Hasbro finally ended Friday night when I, along with Kate and Haley, was laid off. Tracy explained that stores were canceling their orders of board games, because no body was buying them. Bill then went on the say that the economy's bad shape is also a reason why they have to let more people from the company go. So sad, so depressing. I must now resume the inevitable job hunt once again.

Spending the entire weekend at Kate's house was awesome. You know, if we were bad kids who had no morals or self-control, we probably would have had sex that whole time her parents were gone. Even though I did sleep in the same bed with Kate, there was nothing sexual about it, especially since Haley was there too. We are not dating, and I am her close friend, however I still have feelings for her. Maybe she does too. Perhaps that's the reason why she allows me to be so close to her, why she allows me to sleep next to her, or hold her in my arms when we both drift off in a slumber. I'm just saying. I love her, and I know she knows that.

[edit] Refer to the blog entry on October 29, 2008 [/].

Sunday was the Renaissance Fair! I wasted a lot of money on a pirate shirt, a Boromir horn, and a sweet Arabian sword. So cool. I'll definitely be dressing up as a pirate for next year's fair. And it will be epic.

That's it for now.

Cautious Cardplay

I don't want to deal the wrong hand.

So, I registered to vote today. However, I didn't enroll in either the Republican party or the Democratic party because I want to know exactly what each party stands for, which is something I'm a little unclear about. Ah, to hell with it! What's done is what's done.

Spending this entire weekend with Kate, or most of it. And when say "spending", I actually mean living. Yes, I'll be living at Kate's house for the weekend. Cue my devilish, naughty grin.

Ah, whatever.

Additional Blogs Coming Soon

In addition to my personal blog, The Cove, I'll be creating two other blogs with clever titles. Expect to see...

The Photo Forest - This will become my official photo blog once I get the Canon Rebel I've been wanting. Behold! For it will showcase pieces in my Photography Portfolio.

The Captain's Scribbles - This ill be an illustrative blog featuring my improving skills as an illustrator.

I'm excited.

A Gaming Frenzy

Video games, video games, video games! I can't get enough of them.

My wallet is crying because of it.

So, I still need to save up my money. I currently have around $360 in my account, and come next Friday, I'll soon have $440. Then after that, the serious savin' begins. The main focuses are on my car troubles, which include: repairing the bad fuel injection, changing the oil, changing the spark plugs, rotating the tires, checking the brake pads, and buying more window washer fluid. That's a bundle of fun waiting to burn a hole through my pockets.

Kate's family is like a surrogate family. Honestly, how many Friday nights have I slept over and have her Mom worry about me driving late at night?

Oh, how I love them.

Inner Scrutiny

Goals - It's hard to reach them, that's why we don't even bother half the time.

However, my feathery wings of optimism will carry me through all the doubt and self-loathing. Plus, I have great motivation. I'll admit that it can be difficult, even to the point where the stress and agony can become encumbering. I honestly don't know how I do it most of the time. I've never broken completely down, but I feel like I get pretty close to it.

Deep down, I'm ashamed of myself for not being any better at this point. What did I expect? Why would everything land in the palms of my hands while I did absolutely nothing to obtain them? And I'm not being too analytical. This is the way things are for me; it's the truth. I'm always sailing the seas of uncertainty, never coming close to reality's shores. That's salvation.

They say the truth about me. I realize that. My self-esteem has completely shattered, but I'll get better. That's the whole reason of DESIRE.

I guess I am a fool.

Violater

Doing the unnecessary.

So, I found the cause of the empty feeling I've been having. I have not engaged in any type of creative output since I moved back to Connecticut. I haven't been doing any illustrating, photography, or writing. It's always been work. However, I've decided that will all change. I am going to start waking up early in the morning and just start drawing, and perhaps do some photography out somewhere peaceful.

I may want to start saving up my money as much as possible, because I'm sure Hasbro might be giving me the boot soon, come next month or December.

I also need to get my college things straightened out before it's too late.

There are many things that need to be done.

Artistic Depletion

My artistic creativeness is dying, and it's all my fault. I should practice once again! But the fact that I don't have what I want (my digital SLR), it makes everything difficult.

Not much to talk about, other than it was Friend Night over at Kate's yesterday. Her family picked up Sarah(?), Christine's German exchange student who will be staying with them for three weeks. Kate's been banished to the parlor! That's too bad.

I love ass grabbing.