Ultimatum

Peering into the deep.

So, I guess that's it. I'll still see her every week, but that's all. I've partially given up. Desire has changed courses, but I will still carry on with it. It's just that the goal has changed. I still can't help but to hope it may help me in the future, but who knows. The fact that Siggy brought this up startled me and has gotten me thinking. Ultimately, it's I who decides what goes down in the end, but I can't ignore the concern from everyone. That's something I have to take into consideration. Deep down, I still love her, but it's time to move on. Seriously. this shit is gettin' old, more so than how much it hurts. Okay... maybe not that much, but you know.

Christina and Marissa are coming to visit! Yay! Can't wait to see those two sisters of mine.

MCC New Student Seminar appointment this Friday. I wonder what that's gonna be like. I'm also gonna ask why Haley chose hers so freakin' late. C'mon now.

I need to buy some cereal. And some air fresheners. I wonder if they sell them at Target?

Also, Stop And Shop can suck a cock.