Climbing Out of the Hole

I thought all my problems would be solved once I arrived in Connecticut. Now, some 6 months later, I find myself still stuck with the same dilemmas that plagued me while I was in Virginia. But, I have no one to blame except for myself. Instead of mending my problems, I come here and blog about my woe. It's not really solving anything; putting all my frustrations into text is what I'm doing.

I'm an expert at digging myself into a hole. Ever since June, I've been digging myself deeper in a dark pit of misery. I'm so far down, that I've stumbled across some dinosaur bones!

Now, I can tell what I can do to get the hell out of this hole, and it's very simple: First and foremost, get a job, any job, any where. Secondly, apply for MCC and FAFSA before the January deadline. Last, but not least, I must let Kate know. I have to. There's no dodging it this time. I can't avoid any longer. Whenever I can get some time alone with her, it'll be an ideal moment to tell her.

I'll still be sailing the sea, chasing the enigmatic.