Autobiography

I guess I'm the author who's writing his story as he goes.

I decided that I will continue dropping hints until I see a concrete result, favoring either outcome. My actions from then on will depend on her reactions. If it favors me, I'll pop the question. If it does not favor me, I'll just continue with my project until its completion, and then I'll do it again. I think back on everything that has happened and I ask, "how could I be wrong about this?"

All these years, and I'm the conspirator. Or perhaps we all are. Who knows? It's best that we don't know. We should keep to ourselves.

It keeps getting worse, however, I can stomach them for now. I know this sounds a bit weird and all, but it's my way of dealing with things. I'm not bothering anyone, so it can't be bad.

I'll be driving Kate and Haley to work everyday this week. Maybe something will happen.