Friday, August 1, 2008

Tranquility Is All I Want

And it's no lie.

So, I'm looking forward to the weekend, as usual. Tomorrow is Nancy's birthday; she's finally turning 21! We grow old so fast.

I'm going to be changing the layout of this blog pretty damn soon. Perhaps tomorrow. I hate seeing this thing all gloomy-like. It sends the wrong message, you know? There isn't much that's worse than sending the wrong message.

Again, I'm trying to make sense of Kate's abuse towards me. Is it really just how she's expressing her affection? That her constant ridicule and jabs to my manhood are actually vessels for her love of me?

Or is it something more complicated, like her actions are actually a true reflection of an inner dislike towards me, for whatever reason. Because I moved away? The three years of absence from her life; has she secretly hated me for it?
Ha ha. I believe I'm thinking about all of this too seriously.

In due time.

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