Everything and everyone. It's all a fantasy.
Well, this was an interesting week. I had much to think about, mostly on what direction I'm taking my life, and everyone that's in it.
Since moving back up here, I expected a glowing beam of hope and happiness to instantly shine down on me. Like this was some sort of Promise Land where I could achieve bliss. Well, it's harder than I realized. That crap takes time and a ton of patience. I still feel kind of miserable, maybe even more so than I was in Virginia, but when I look at the Pros and Cons, I've concluded that I am better off right here.
I wonder if I'm coming any closer, or straying further away? I always seem to make things difficult when they really shouldn't be.
It also must be my fault that I'm alone right now. Bored out of my mind, and trying to find something to do.
You can't always have what you want - I've been saying that to myself for awhile now.
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