I'm starting to feel that the way I did before. I don't like feeling that way, but it's hard not to. It's none of my business; it shouldn't be anything for me to get upset about. It shouldn't... but it is. Why is this? It's because some feelings still linger, and I can't shake them off a second time around.
Any way, I'm eager for what's next, and I'm also afraid. But it's my future; everything I've wished for in the past. I can't back out now.
So much to do... so much to hope for. It all seems useless. Despite this, I'll keep trying. It's the best, and possibly, the only thing for me to do. The Rose contest is due tomorrow. I haven't done a thing.
Sadly, I may not have pinched myself enough in Leake's class. That stuff is due today. I wonder how I'm going to pull it off?
2 weeks left. I'm happy, but like I said before, I'm also scared. Gotta suck it up though; I need to show them I'm my own man.
Whatever.
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